And where exactly am I headed? I dont know at all any more. I knew that betr perhaps 5 years ago,when I had simpler plans & a more optimistic mindset ...

But Today is different,
Today, I can just say one thing for sure- I have lost my way, and I got to make a choice:
1)Try and find a new way OR 2) Stay lost and happy

And with every day that passes, I find myself deeper and deeper rooted with the second philosophy! I think they call it "STUCK IN THE RUT"