Why is it that as we move forward in life everyday we find ourselves clinging more and more to who we have become instead of who we want to be? even though everyday we want to move apart, start afresh or at the least change a few things.. we find it hard to break the mold of our lives? Why does it always look like their is so much to lose? why is life so burdensome anyways?
i mean just about this blog, its always just been a mode of expression for me- i write it because i like to...but suddenly now less than a year into my job, as everyday i am expected to be mature and professional, this tiny speck of my human personal side look like too much exposure? I also always thought this is absurd right?!? but look around you and you will see the dearth of truthful expression!
i mean, whats with becoming more and more of who you are everyday when you dont even like it? i have always loved writing and i confess I still dont know what is that one subject i could be interested in forever..so I write what you see here...ur free to judge!
Why are we to preserve our image? To behave as expected..in line with our peers? How many of you really feel free- like not when you are with your buddies..but really free to choose always..And not be ashamed to admit it before anyone? Whats all the sham about? We have but one short life to live!
