Life is dynamic in every sense of the word,and perhaps even thats an understatement. Its actually quite a typhoon whirling across us from pole to pole. Stability and tranquility are things that dreams are made of-- inevitably each one of us is facing the song today wistfully for that utopia thats always a little bit farther.
Ever wondered why? the optimist would perhaps say thats what keeps us going. the realist says uncertainty is the will of the world- accept it or perish. and the pessimist as usual will complain about its unfairness.
my theory is that its because each one of us is trying to constantly achieve the impossible-- happiness forever!
irrespective of what the state means to each one of us, it just doesnt stay. its fragile , nah! i think its an illusion. Coz even while ur happiness lasts, the paranoia of it ending plagues u and then it ends, only to leave u wanting!
I think i wanna change what happiness means to me, perhaps the bestest possible state of my existence would be when i stop feeling happiness- stop wanting it, stop feeling it and stop sensing it.
i want to be numb to emotion..if iv been born, il just do what i am to do here in my stipulated preset lifetime and go.. why do i have be tortured, torn apart , shredded threadbare emotionally.
its nonsensical. and to ask for anything better is purely aspirational motivation.
free me of this burden-- of seeking , of wanting....
let me be anyone or noone but not human!!
