Life is dynamic in every sense of the word,and perhaps even thats an understatement. Its actually quite a typhoon whirling across us from pole to pole. Stability and tranquility are things that dreams are made of-- inevitably each one of us is facing the song today wistfully for that utopia thats always a little bit farther.
Ever wondered why? the optimist would perhaps say thats what keeps us going. the realist says uncertainty is the will of the world- accept it or perish. and the pessimist as usual will complain about its unfairness.
my theory is that its because each one of us is trying to constantly achieve the impossible-- happiness forever!
irrespective of what the state means to each one of us, it just doesnt stay. its fragile , nah! i think its an illusion. Coz even while ur happiness lasts, the paranoia of it ending plagues u and then it ends, only to leave u wanting!
I think i wanna change what happiness means to me, perhaps the bestest possible state of my existence would be when i stop feeling happiness- stop wanting it, stop feeling it and stop sensing it.
i want to be numb to emotion..if iv been born, il just do what i am to do here in my stipulated preset lifetime and go.. why do i have be tortured, torn apart , shredded threadbare emotionally.
its nonsensical. and to ask for anything better is purely aspirational motivation.
free me of this burden-- of seeking , of wanting....
let me be anyone or noone but not human!!
The most important aspect of human life is to feel...its adds beauty and sadness to it...hoping to stop doing it is a wrong belief.
ReplyDeleteeveryone faces obstacles some time or the other, but if you close your eyes the world doesn't vanish...it is very much there. So it is always better to face things and suffer temporarily rather than clear out everything and be lost!
Are you talking of a state where all you senses are under your complete control??
ReplyDeleteBut tell me one thing, why is it bad to want something or the other, all the time, and attempt, to the best of your abilities, to achieve that?? Why don't we embrace the unhappy moments in the same way as happy moments? And continue enjoying the journey just giving our best all the time without letting any emotions fool us of a sense of permanence in this ever changing world. It is hard to practice but anything worthy is not easy. What say?
One more thing, Isn't the desire of becoming desire free, another desire?